He Changed ;

Lamer !
i hate losers !
i hate him !
he think he soo big uh ?!
a BIG L i give to him !
l is for lamers !
seriously, he like did'nt appreciate anything at all !
when i inside class, he talk with other girls outside, then like dun wanna talk to me.
haiz, hack care uh.
i just regreted everything.
yeah, at first he was too sweet, den now ?
what happen ? what a sudden change ?
is it because i did'nt talk to him ?
but i say sorry already, his the one who never replied back my gdnyte msg.
msg-ed him gdnyte n sorry, yet he NEVER reply.
den like dun wanna tak to me ?!
haizz, funneh lah him.
cannot talk to e, but can talk to other girls ?!
what the hell ?
watever lah boy, it your life, it your decision.
i cannot make it up for you.
i cannot control your happiness.
i cannot control your life.
or you just wanna ruin this relationship ?
haha, u want a break ? of course i can give you.
i dun care anymore.
i thought you was my one and only.
but now everything has fade.
everything has gone.
the thing that has not gone, is the memories of you when you were with me.
memories which are meant to be kept, or be thrown.


actually hor, we havent break up yet (:
haha, i hope soo not.
but he really did changed.
and i did not know why ?
why ? why ? why ?
i wanna a answer.
is he angry with me not to entertain him last night ?
but weird , i sms him already, he never reply ?!
WTH ? Haa, enough of him
now about me (:
forget about a thing called LOVE.
focused on my studies, education and family and friends.
love sucks ! love sucks ! love sucks !
haha, kkae enough. maintain maintain. (:
haha, kkae, soo just now went school have english.
wahh, so bored one. so boring !
den literature mr said never come but this weird teacher named mr tan come.
for relief, den recess went with rizkah and sakeenah, den tiffany and melissa join.
oh eah, i got my english CA3 its 17/30.
haha fail already. soo then go class after eating.
went up to the science lab, but forget to bring science wsheet.
soo, walk back class and take it. ):
damn hot, seriously.
and the irritating jeremy keep saying, "shafiqah, shafiqah,you want to know jordi secret?"
haha i want i want, but later jordi sure tell jeremy not to tell one.
saying no mcflurry for you.
haha funny lah, seriously they cheer me up. they make me happy, laugh.
but sometimes irritating. especally uncle jordi (:
haha, long never call him uncle tmrw must call him that :P
haha, soo gotten back science paper. 30/40. wahh , haha damn happy one.
like first time got like this mark, but too bad my maths fail !
it actually 14/50 but then check the answer i got 13/50.
then asked teacher wrong marking.
tiffany said i loyal lah.
haha, wanna cheat for what ?
then mr anwar said, "nevermind, i can teach you."
wahh sad sey, must go remedial.
but nevermind. i want to do the best.
i want to improve my studies.
soo den CME lesson, must do this mug thing.
haha fun fun, hands dirtylah.
got glitter.
soo go toilet use the hand dryer to dry the glitter thing.
not nice one. really, soo the buroks !
haha so finish lesson, walk to the canteen with tiffany and melissa.
waiited for tiffany father.
n walked back to the bus stop with melissa.
i will promise myself to study hard, remedial remedial lah.
i dun care, what now is concentrate.
forget about him, remember about my education.
love doesnt mean everything.
no education, no bright future.
wahh, now damn hungry.
gonna eat now.
byebye.


MONDAY 27 JULY 2009, 3.44P.M