Imagine yourself having a meal but then you saw a boy/girl faint and someone carry her.
Suddenly you will feel this no appetite and stop eating and your heartbeat will beat faster as ever and you seriously have no appetite, eventhough he/she is a stranger to you.
Imagine that boy/girl is your own best friend and he/she faints just like that.

After that incident happened infront of my eyes and see her friends so shocked and panic ,
I got the feeling what if one day my friend will happen like that, what will my expression will be ?
What if I'm the one and there's no one know about it ?
How will you feel ?

After that happened I got this emoing feeling and kept thinking eventhough it just an incident.
An incident that make me first time in my whole life feeling like that.
I can't lose my friend just like that , I can't lose my own classmate like that , right ?
I love them and what if this things happen one day , what will happen to us all ?
What if HE faint infront of my eyes , seriously at that part of time my tears will burst !!
Haha , Nonsense je Nurul but I hope that wouldn't happen to everyone I LOVE .

Okay, enough of this emoing post , just give it a thought, What If ?
Hahha, after school got this Maths lesson until 3.30 and I seriously want to gave up on it and want to smack ANY ball so hard that I CANNOT DO THAT QUESTION !
I mean the WHOLE topic . Sad right .
When I cannot do I think that if I gave up on this topic , other topic will be difficult for me to handle.
And I really wanted to cry so loudly at class and force myself to walk out of class like that.
I hope I can do it (:
I want watch New Beginnings Bye !!! Ohh ya I got this video at youtube just now ;



ITS SO COOL ! <: